Sleepless Nights...

Alright the reason for me to make this blog was due to the fact that i am getting so sick and tired of people making accusations in which they don't even understand the concept of it..is sad..well the real reason was i got bored "yes bored at 3 am in the morning" so i searched Myanmar in a video streaming site and came up with these videos of how people are suffering , how the government is torturing people, how aid groups are trying to bring relief efforts.....blah blah blah (to me they are a %%%%ing joke)...well i do agree to a certain percentage of those videos but is misleading and inputting wrong ideals and thoughts to people who just came out of the country and who doesn't understand JACK ALL about it...start spreading rumors that doesn't make sense AT ALL...PEOPLE THE MAIN BLOODY REASON WHY BURMA ISN'T BLOOMING HEAVILY IS DUE TO PEOPLE GOSSIPING CRAP THAT IS OUTRAGEOUS AND JUST DOWN RIGHT HARMFUL DUE TO JEALOUSY,JEALOUSY,JEALOUSY AND JEALOUSY :3 another reason is people don't help each other (country men), there's no bond...there's nothing...well they do bond when they talk crap about other people..this is sickening..GET SOMETHING BETTER TO DO!!!(F#$K)anyways where was i...ah the videos..alright first on the agenda there was a movie made about the crack downs of 07(i was there P= but i didn't rallied though..i aint scared *cough *cough) well is true that the government was brutal in handling the problem but really..they been in power for over 20 years..and WHY NOW was referring to the "PEACEFUL"(YEA RIGHT) demonstration?!?!?!?Although people are suffering, they are making do with what they can find and what they have..so why the F*&K start something which everyone knows its going to end horribly wrong?!?!?!?what happened to thinking?really?REALLY? anyways..back to the video it shows frames of reporters taking shots from various vantage points of the event which is okay..they are reporters..is what they are meant to do...i have no problem with that..IF THEY REPORT what really happened and why it all started..no sugar coating(YUM) no icing (YUMM!) no cherries no top..just plain down right truth..well they did to some degree..so is kool..alright this bring me to the PEACEFUL DEMONSTRATION started BY THE MONKS (WHAT THE EFFING EFF)I thought monks are supposed to be passive and doesn't interfere with affairs WHICH DOESN'T CONCERN THEM ( i am not talking about Buddhism in general, just burmese Buddhism and i am a Buddhist)Burma worship Buddhism like no other country..they have nothing to fear from the government and the government doesn't interfere with their affairs as well it was peaceful..i mean between the religion and the government. I know i know there are a lot of people going to the monasteries asking for things and complaining about why Burma is like this....(not going into details because it will be too twisted) but you people get what i am saying..and yes in small villages monks are treated as governors, teachers and so forth...which is still fine since the proper authorities doesn't have sufficient men power(>.>) anyways but this is both the government and the monks fault..alright it was the governments fault for not having so many umm..how should i put this delicately...people with the right knowledge and brain power to provide such services...the villagers have no choice but to go seek help from what they think is the rightful person ..ie the monks..i have no problem with this if their human emotions which they were not supposed to have, interfere with their judgment...and like many other men(we are all just human..no one is perfect) sins people get greedy, lust of power, crave power and get obsessed to power and people seeking help in subjects and matter they shouldn't be nosing around in..well this start to complicate things..anyways what i am trying to say is that why in the world does the monks want to start this "PEACEFUL DEMONSTRATION"(love the word peaceful) because they see that people are suffering? and want to make a change in a country like this???REALLY???REALLLY????I understand that fact that vast % of the population is else fortunate compared to people but they still got by for 20+ years..and people might say well what do you say about the rising prices of food, and other necessities...although you people might not think this have a direct effect to the country IT DOES..the world economic crisis..it effect every single country in the world..directly or indirectly...anyways..i am getting way too of course..alright people are suffering is it right for the monks to say I DON'T WANT TO EAT ANYMORE BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING??~??~?REALLY???these suffering people sacrifice what they have to the monks because they believe in them..because of religion not because thinking about monks can change the country..IS IT JUST ME OR I DON'T SEE A CONNECTING FACTOR BETWEEN HOW TO RUN A COUNTRY AND RELIGION?!?!?!?!?NO, ZERO, NONE WHAT SO EVER!!!!that's all folks..for this morning..So people who are reading my first post do think before you comment..don't rush into posting comments..pleas try to understand what i am saying and then post(IE MUST HAVE >1 brain cell to comment..nah just kidding y'all P=)..this aint the end of the topic..just too tried to continue..WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHAT PEOPLE THINK...POST YOUR COMMENTS BELOW.